Trust should be like the feeling of one year old baby. When you throw him in the air, he laughs… because he knows you will catch him; that’s TRUST

Every night we go to bed, we have no assurance to get up alive in the next morning but still we make plans for the coming day; that’s HOPE

A spot light shines her everywhere she goes, inspires you to adore her

Fill your eyes and glimpses your heart with her lovely presences

Though widely awake, you can’t help yourself of falling in love with her

You always confess when did wrong-doing, this time none any….

When the whitest turning to greyish over time, you sound blindly confused!

She laughed for unconsciously brought you back of your lost Koi ni Ochite

Though widely awake, you can’t help yourself on dilemma to loving her

Urg…, Yeah…indeed hard to have battle against you in yourselves…

Fighting hard not to touch her even when your heart shouted aloud

Avoid her even when she’s captured in spot light; felt missed her so much

Though widely awake, nights and days getting longer that it should be!!.

I brought you up on the roof, to select where the meadows of heart or mind

Your guardian angel around always, gives strength to stand you up alone

Cleans to white, walk you back into truth again, and let her out of reach

Though widely awake, you only intended to, but nothing happened through

Like a candle burning bright, Love is glowing for two third of your live

Her patience feeds your hunger along the path way, so truthfully….

She deserves more than just a rose, like diamond first ever, forever true!!

Though widely awake, December to April really a miracle to win yourself

CSH’ Guardian Angel – LL XL 081118

(Koi ni ochite: Fall in love)

If a lovely eyes holds a thousands facets

If a softly voice speaks a thousands trembles

Then why should not you simply share some….

Tomorrow and today, just pour me a part of you

When one by one the stars would all go away

When the world of mine spinning slowly down to die

When me alone knocking what left for to keep me alive

I found you are all that left me to, where am I to go…

Here, there and everywhere, I’d spend the end with you

But a star twinkling up above so high behind cloudy skies

But the world keeps on spinning through, slowly resist dieing

But down on earth, it’s me left alone waiting for a guardian angel

You are all that my heart speaks of in a closely distance lively dreams

Twinkling Little Star, just a lullaby…fade away… be forgotten never!

CSH LL BJ 081116

Maybe it’s because he is an introvert type, so you can’t just wish he’ll be blunt to you. Although I learn psychology, not saying I’m expert, but maybe have little knowledge of human behavior, still I can’t have the right guess of him, funny ha…

So, what I am writing down here, come of a huge effort to explain H in my point of view.

He is a very kind and soft hearted person, can be a very romantic man, also can be numb in other hand, anyway he’ll not let you guess exactly what his next step. I don’t know, does he likes surprise, so he made this life with him become so unpredictable. Most of people like to know what’s the plan for everyday doing, including me. But I find so hard to know what will it be the next when it connect with him. Maybe you can say, just ask him. He..he.. I am an extrovert woman, I must asked him in the very first moment. You can guess what he’ll answer to that question, simply “don’t know” and end of any question, however you try – that’s it… full stop.

He is a very attentive father, resposible and really put first priority on our honey bunny needs. As a mom, you must feel blessed got a husband like him. He really helps you out in nurturing and raise a child. Anything involving of her school or private lesson, you can count on him. He knows every details of her school works, her progress and her weakness. I am not a detail and attentive to that..

In his love dictionary there’s no other woman to love unless his wife…   I can be sure of this, he got no time to think of other woman or may be he had no space for falling in love to the other    So I am the only one he got, the only love, still… Knowing this offcourse make a wife happy, don’t you. Don’t try to approach him ya!

That’s all for this time, no more I can tell. This story is open to anyone who wants to give comment… anyone knows my hubby. I wish I got his comment on this story… I know you are waiting for that too, right… ha..ha..

Although this is not a week free like I had ever imagine. But still I feel blessed with everyone surround me, everything I had, everyone not near me, everything I don’t have, God is so know about me. He gives the best for me, that I can’t complain any when I see back to my life.

A week free is very good to write a blog, to gratitute for anyone who’s made us can write blogs to express our inner emotion toward anything. Thanks to you my readers.

Have a free style for a week….

Menerimanya seperti terjangkit flu. 

Hari ini seseorang tersenyum padaku,

dan aku balas tersenyum juga.

Di pojok ruangan seseorang melihatku tersenyum  

dan ia mulai tersenyum pula.

Aku jadi sadar bahwa senyum dapat ditularkan. 

Lalu aku memikirkan dan mengukur senyumku.  

Senyum yang unik, seperti senyumku, 

dapat menyebar ke seluruh dunia.

Jadi, kalau kamu merasa ingin tersenyum,  

janganlah berusaha menghentikannya.

Marilah kita mulai menyebarkan wabah senyum sekarang juga,  

hingga mempengaruhi seluruh dunia!

Tetaplah tersenyum karena setiap orang membutuhkan senyum J

So, have you smile today?

Let me show you how…

Love is when you feel like you are the only two around

Friendship is when they gaze into your eyes and you know they care

Love is when they gaze into your eyes and it warms your heart

Friendship is being close even when you are far apart

Love is when you can still feel their hand on your heart when they are not near

Friendship is hoping that they experience the very best

Love is when you bring them the very best

Friendship occupies your mind

Love occupies your soul

Friendship knows that you will always try to be there when in need

Love is when you will give up everything to be at their side

Friendship is a warm smile in the winter

Love is a warming touch that sends a pulse through your heart

Love is a beautiful smile to which nothing compares

A tender laugh, which opens your heart

A single touch that melts away your fears

A smell that reminds you of the tenderness of heaven

A voice that reminds you of the innocence of youth

Friendship can survive without love

Love cannot live without friendship

Now can u identify ur relationship…

It is very hard to be in love with someone who no longer loves you,

but it is far worse to be loved by someone with whom you are

no longer in love.

The love in your heart was not put there to stay

Love is not love until you give it away!

It hurts to love

See how Jesus loves us, He sacrifices all He has

only for us – the sinners.

Nothing cost as much as loving – except not loving
Love is a kind of sharing that holds two hearts together in loyalty and caring.

Love is an understanding that one finds only too seldom – a meeting of minds.

Love is a gift of God, a blessing from above, that fills the earth with fragrance.

If we love one another, GOD abides in us and His love is perfected in us. 1 John 4:12

In real love you want the other person’s good. In romantic love, you want the other person.

Two people love each other only when they are quite capable of living without each other

but choose to live with each other.

True love like true faith, knows how to wait

for love that is true actually grows during its season of waiting

made richer by things it has seen, touched and felt

things it can not keep it self

For this time of waiting it shall be a period of growing

If you love somebody, set him free

if he comes back to you he is yours

if he does not he was never meant to be

that never fails to brighten my day

for the tender look when you gaze at me

with eyes that warm my heart

For the music of your laughter,

touch that makes my pulse go faster

Thanks for all the memories of a lifetime

Thank you for the fire that you have set ablaze within me

with your kisses you’ve awakened

this old heart from its slumber

I feel like 17 again,

it’s all because of you

Thanks for choosing me from all the rest

‘though I’m far from being the best

Most of all I want to thank you, love

for loving me….

by Jose Mari Chan

I’ll never forget you, still feels like it just yesterday.